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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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4:25 pm - wahoo!
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1 more day til my bday!!! I'm soo excited. I'm not too into the xmas spirit yet tho. It's weird how some years you're so into it, and other years you want to be into it, but for some reason you cant. I'm sure I'll get into in within the next couple days. So I got out of school on tuesday, which I was extremely thrilled about, and we had a xmas movie night at julias which was tons of fun. Yesterday I had to clean and then last night me, alicia and craig went to the Texas Roadhouse. Craig said it was my bday so I had to sit on the saddle and everything. I was like nooo! haha. It was kinda funny tho :). We went to target and alysa was there and tonys car was there so i wrote "tony is a loser" on his car in the dirt. It was wicked funny, cause we went into target, but we couldn't find tony so then I started wondering if that in fact was his car. Apparently it was tho, cause I asked my bro who apparently was with him. He was like "we were wondering who wrote that!" it was quite hilarious. hmm lets see what else happened last night. Well a hill billy waved at me and we went to go visit od which was fun as usual. Not too much else happened. It was awesome hanging out with alicia and craig :) esp alicy cause i hadn't hung out with her in awhile.
So my party is in a couple days which I am also very exited about. Its gonna be a crazy next couple days. ahhh! but im so excited. I love hanging out with family and friends.
On a different note, do u ever feel like no one seems to kno the true you. Like people just dont seem to understand that people sometimes put on faces but they dont look further than that you know. Its like o shes happy all the time, so nothing must ever go wrong in her life. I don't know, people are so quick to judge others these days. Either that, or they think that just by hanging out with you a couple times, they totally know who you are. How is that possible? hmm. Thought to ponder.....
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Boulevard of broken dreams - Green Day
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| Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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11:40 pm - blah
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So today was Aunt Janice's funeral. It was sad, but I'm to the point where I'm all cried out. And it really pissed me off cause aunt susan like basically ignored me. Like I said hi to her and then she said hi to me, but duing peace she didnt even turn around to shake my hand! My mom was soo pissed. She was like just cause she's mad at me, she shouldnt take it out on you, which I completely agree with. Uncle Bill was really nice, and it was so sad cause all the little kids were there today and they were all crying :(. It was kinda funny tho cause they called out the hymn number before we went in the church, and mum was like are people playing bingo downstairs? I was like i don't think so mum, its like 9 in the morning and she was like ya i kno but i just heard a number being called out, its weird they would have it during a funeral. I was like mum, that was the hymn number haha. It was quite funny. So me, mum, donna, joey, dakota and aunt gale all went to the glenview for lunch which was yummy. Then i went to drama rehersal, which went pretty good :). Play next weekend! wahoo! And then I hung out with the odster for awhile and we went to get Anila's bday present cause her bday party is 2morro! The present is soo awesome :). Not much else is new. Love life royally sucks, but ill write more about that later cause I'm wicked tired! Ill write more later!
current mood:  depressed
current music: Broken - Amy Lee and Seeder
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| Friday, December 10th, 2004
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10:56 pm
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I havent updated in forever. I've been soo stressed lately, especially this week. My aunt Janice died on wednesday, and if that wasn't bad enough, my grandfather died last night. It's been the worst week. I haven't cryed so much as I have these past 3 days. I just wish things could go right in my life. Although I shouldn't be complaining, cause I really do have the best friends that a person could wish for. They have been so great to me these past days and I wanted to say thank you and i love you to all of you. I love you too nancy!!
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| Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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9:39 pm - lalala
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Wow I havent unpdated in like months. Not too much has happened tho. I had an awesome time with Emily and it was really sad when she left, but we are going 2 florida next summer so that should be awesome! O ya and me and the family are going to Maui for april vacation! Isnt that awesome? Im soooo excited! Im gonna miss the shakespeare trip to NYC but thats ok, Id rather go 2 Hawaii. So school is going well. Im really happy with my classess. Altho Im currently failing Physiology of Exercise and Physics. Od says its because they both start with "phy" haha. I think shes right. So Alicia had her Pig Roast on Saturday. Omg it was sooo much fun :). I hung out with Od on Friday. I love hanging out with her :). Nothing much else is new. Jean and Ken from England are here now! Its an invasion on english people! haha. But they are really awesome :). Well I g2g. Write more later
current mood:  excited
current music: Broken - Amy Lee and that other dude
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| Saturday, August 21st, 2004
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11:10 pm
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So yesterday I was informed of stuff that I was glad to be informed of but it majorly pissed me off. Guys can be such assholes. I wish for once I could find one that wasn't. But on a different note yesterday was cool. Me and em went to go visit od at her pizza place and craig was there too and it was awesome seeing him (od as well of course). So then we went to the wonderful world of wal mart and then home where we watched A walk to Remember and I cried :(.
Today was John's wedding! It was so awesome! He wore a kilt! I was like it takes a really secure man to wear something like that! So they had a small wedding ceremony at Alysas house cause apparently they had to get married in both NH and MA, dont ask me why haha. So that was really nice. Then we went down to to Paxton which was a long but fun ride. "I love this song!" "Shut up Taylor" haha. So the wedding was at this really pretty park but as soon as it started, it started to downpour and everyone was out there with their umbrellas but we still got soaked. The reception was awesome as well but the grass was soaked so we were all muddy. The power went out for like an hour as well, which was quite interesting. :). The reception was tons of fun, and you that were there know what I am talking about :). So we were coming home and Alysa got pulled over, but the cop was nice but still gave her a ticket. The meanie! O well, it happens to the best of us. So now John and Ellen are married. I'm really happy for them :). So now I'm hanging out with Em :) and am quite tired. Will write more later!
current mood: crushed
current music: Warning - Green Day
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| Friday, August 20th, 2004
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12:37 pm
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Nothing much is new. I'm at work. Only 2 more hours thank god. I really should be working right now but I'm not really in the mood. I'm so tired and confused on some stuff.
On another note why do men ahve to be so complex? I mean my mum always tells me they arent but they are. I'm sure they think they same way about us, but I just don't get it. Is so weird when you think you are or are getting so close to someone but some days you feel so distant from them and you don't know them at all. And why does stuff always have to get akward after something good happens. And how come its so hard to talk to the person about this because you like them so much you don't want to harm anything that is or could happen? Sorry if none of that made sense haha. I just don't get it.
current mood:  confused
current music: Evanescance - My Immortal
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| Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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8:29 pm
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So Ollie left on Tuesday and Emily came yay! She didn't even notice me at first with my new blonde hair haha. She's so awesome. Although I haven't seen her in 4 years, its like I just saw her yesterday. So Tuesday we came home and just hung out and made fun of eachother :).
Yesterday I had to go to the doctors and then we went to go volunteer. It was awesome, we had to wash these things so I was the washer and she was the dryer and I got water all over the place haha. Then me, Emily, Lee, Carol and Ellen were eating in the kitchen and Carol kept asking Ellen stuff but she cant hear to well so Ellen would just start talking about completely random stuff. It was soo funny but ellen is really cool. Then we went to the mall and Od, Chris and John and later on Mary came and met us there. It was tons of fun! I got some cute stuff as well :).
Today me, em and mum went to the wrenthem outlets and I didn't find anything :(. But thats not neccessarily a bad thing. I really dont need anything. Then we went to On the Border for dinner. It was soo good! I hadnt been there in ages! And now I'm at aunt susans. Talked to Od for awhile and apparently Craigs uncle died which is extremely sad. I hope hes ok. Death is a weird thing to think about. I mean everyone dies at some point, but death doesn't really hit you until it occurs. Thats why I try to make the best of each day. :(
current mood:  blah
current music: Nobody wants to be lonely - Christina and Ricky
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| Monday, August 16th, 2004
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9:05 pm
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So I came home on thursday and Kristen came over for awhile which was awesome. We talked for a really long time :). Then I tryed beating olle at 007, but I failed miserably. Tony slept over that night as well so tat was cool. He painted his car this awesome blue color. I love it.
Friday I we went to the Spinners game. I caught a stuffed animal egg! Its so cute, I named it hubert haha. We went out to dinner as well at the Brew Pub. It was very yummy. We left the game during the 7th inning cause it was getting kinda boring, plus they were losing big time. I got to drive the new car home! Yay!
Saturday we went to boston. We went to Fanuiel hall and copley place. It was really cool, except really hot. Then the trains engine on the way home like died so we had to wait for like an hour til another train came to pull us. Luckily it wasn't too hot by that time.
Yesterday I hung out with Chris and John for awhile. I hadn't seen them in awhile so it was cool hanging out with them. They got me a hottie necklace and a bracelet! I love them! haha. So we went to the dollar store and they spent like$10 on candy (wahoo for sugar), and then we just went back to Johns. Afterwards I went to Aunt Susans and slept over.
Worked today which was extremely boring. It seems to get more boring everytime I go. But me and Kelley talked for awhile which was cool :). Then I volunteered and everyone was stressed cause the golf tournement is a week from today! It was still fun tho. And now I'm home and Richard is over and he and Kendall are watching a movie. Ollies leaving 2morro :(. But Emily's coming! Hopefully! I haven't heard from her since the other day when she called to tell me they were stuck in Florida
:(. I'm sure everything will be fine tho :). O ya and my brother and dad went to texas on saturday. I wanted to go soo bad. O well.
Jon comes back on Wednesday. Yay! :)
current mood:  artistic
current music: Sleeping with the light on - Busted
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| Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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12:29 pm
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| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
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9:51 pm - Just a wish
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You listen to me talk,
But I can't tell you how I feel,
I keep thinking of how things could be,
Instead of what is real,
I feel things that I shouldn't,
Knowing that you couldn't,
Feel the same way
Because I want you,
And need you,
How I wish you could felt how I feel,
To want me,
And need me,
As much as I need you,
And we'd be together,
Forever,
But in the end it's just a wish
I look serene on the outside,
But inside my heart is aching,
When you tell me how you feel about her,
Inside my heart is breaking,
Because I feel things I shouldn't
Knowing that you couldn't,
Feel the same way
Because I want you,
And need you,
How I wish you could felt how I feel,
To want me,
And need me,
As much as I need you,
And we'd be together,
Forever,
But in the end it's just a wish
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9:48 pm
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Worked today and then volunteered. Long day. Then I went to wal-mart and out for chinese food with donna, dakota and joey. It was tons of fun. Nothing much is really new. I'm exhausted.
current mood:  exhausted
current music: Papa don't preach - Madonna
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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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9:19 pm
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So I worked today and got blood drawn (fun fun). Then I went to aunt gales so she could put toner in my hair because it was extremely yellowy. It was soo funny tho cause I was driving to nashua and this guy was lookin at me and I was like awesome, hes checking me out but then I realized he was probably looking at my yellowish hair. But my hair is no longer yellow and I think it looks really good. Then me, austin, mum, dad, kendall and ollie all went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner. It was magically delicious as usual. And now I'm back at aunt susans. :). Not much more to say. Will right more later.
current mood: hopeful
current music: Nickelback - Feelin way to damn good
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| Monday, August 9th, 2004
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8:47 pm - bidi bidi bum bum
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So Friday, me, austin, kendall, ollie and mum went to the wrenthem outlets. It was so awesome. I was sitting in the front on the way down and austin was sitting behind me and he put his feet on either side of my face. I was like ewwwww and mum yelled at him haha. I didn't buy one thing! I was soo mad! So then we went the Friendlys for lunch and austin and ollie were describing this girls ass they had seen earlier using hand gestures. It was so hilarious but disturbing. So then we went home and me, alicia and craig went to bertuccies(s/p) for dinner. It was soo yummy! Then we went over bridgets and maggie was there as well, but we didn't disturb craig as much as we usually do. We watched Breakfast at Tiffanys. I love that movie sooo much! And then the dog took a particular liking to craig hahaha. So I was the first to fall asleep and i kept feeling like i was gonna fall off the bed. Luckily I didnt haha.
On saturday I went to the mall of new hampshire with austin, kendall and ollie. It was so much fun. I got the hottest red dress. I love it soo much. I got a shirt with palm trees on it as well! I was soo excited. I love palm trees! And we also went to chilis for dinner :)
Yestday me and craig went to dartmouth to go see od. It was awesome seeing her. I've missed her tons. So we went down to the dock on the river and out to breakfast. O ya we played ping pong against craig and i kept hitting it all over the place haha. We went shopping as well, but I did not purchase anything. Then I came home and hung out with ollie for awhile and didn't really do anything else.
Today I went to a mary kay party at heathers. It was awesome. Then I went to aunt gales so she could dye my hair blonde but the first time we tryed, it didn't work. So we went to cvs to get another kit and we dyed it again :). So now its really blonde :) but its sorta yellowy which i hope will go away by 2morro so mum doesnt kill me. So I plan on washing it a lot tonight :). It doesnt look bad though. Jon came home 2day! Well actually I dont know if hes back yet but he was coming home 2day. O and alicia, my cell phone is dead so thats why i didn't answer my phone. I luv you!
current mood:  giddy
current music: Melt - Rascal Flats
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| Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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9:29 pm
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So Jon called me on Tuesday night which was awesome. I totally didn't think he would because usually when guys say they call me they don't, or theyy don't end up doing so for a few days. So I was extremely surprised. So he called me on my cell phone (which my dad is gonna kill me for when he gets the bill) and we talked for about half an hour and then my phone died! I was soooo mad! And he tryed calling back but it died when I tryed to pick it up, plus I didn't have his number. So I was extremely mad with my cell phone.
I worked yesterday which was joyous not. Although the day did seem to go by pretty quickly so I guess I shouldn't complain. Then I went to Saints and they had my type these labels on the typewriter and it was a pretty old one so I figured it didn't have a delete button. So 45 minutes later I had finished three labels and thrown away about 20 and Kevin came in and was like I wanna show you something. So I was like ok and he was like if you make a mistake, just press this button and it gets rid of it. I was like you have to be kidding me. It was pretty funny tho. So I went back to Aunt Susans, had dinner and then I met Kristen at the mall. It was soo much fun! We were only there for like and hour and a half but it was awesome. We didnt do much shopping; just mostly talked like usual. We went in the Disney store and I was like omg I want this and this and this. I'm such a little kid haha.
So I worked again today and I volunteered. Today went by quickly as well. woot woot. So then I came home, excercised and ate. Tomorrow me, mum, Austin, Kendall and Ollie are going shopping to the outlets. I can't wait! :)
current mood:  blank
current music: On the Way Down - Ryan Cabrera
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| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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9:03 pm
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So I fell asleep around 10:30 last night but woke up at 1 cause thats when Ollie got here :). But then I couldn't stop thinking about a certain person and I didn't get to sleep til 3. It was driving me insane but thats ok :).
So today me, austin, kendall, ollie, kristen and mike went for chinese. Ollie is wicked awesome! He's so easy to talk to! I love his little accent too, so cute haha. I used to have that accent, I wish I still did :). Anyways Austin got pulled over when we were on the way there. I was like o look, someone got pulled over, o look its austin! haha. It was weird cause he and ollie had gone to dunkin donuts earlier and austin was bragging he had never got pulled over so he was like ollie u jinxed me haha. So he didn't get a ticket but he has to write a page essay on why you shouldn't speed in lyndeboro haha! Isn't that wicked funny! I find it humerous haha. So then I brought kristen home and then we went home and then richard, tony, and mike came over to go swimming. Austin threw me in the pool haha. So then I exercised and then I came here to Aunt Susans :). I talked to Jon today again! I can't wait til he gets back. I miss him soo much.
current mood: excited
current music: Ready to run - Dixie Chicks
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| Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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12:06 pm
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So this weekend I went to the Cape which was a lot of fun. Friday we went to the beach and out to dinner. Then Saturday me and mum went shopping in the morning and then to the beach. I got a nice tan wahoo! But then it turned into a sunburn later on which hurt a bit, but I was ok. We went out to dinner and we had this wicked cute waiter and mum and Aunt Cynthia were gonna embarrass me but luckily they did not get the chance. I was like ok we are leaving now. haha. So we left yesterday and came home.
Yesterday I went over Alicias for a little bit and we had to go pick up my sister at work. Then we met Kristen at market basket (i was singing, but alicia didn't really like it too much haha), and then we went to Texas Roadhouse where John and Chris met us. It was soo much fun. We went to Fun world after that, but it was closed so we went bowling at Leda Lanes. I was the cheerleader hahhaa. Go me! I lost to John by 1 point! I was like nooooooooooo! haha. So then we went for a quick ride in Johns mustang. It was soo fun. I miss that car soo much! And then we went back to market basket to get my car. We met us with Kristen at the lights and blasted baby got back hahaha. It was awesome. Then I came home and didn't really do anything.
I slept in late 2day! yay! It was like the 1st day I've been able to in soo long. I'm talking to Jon :). He's still in Ireland tho, he doesn't come back for a week. It's gonna kill me. But I'll survive! Ollie comes 2night. Woot woot.
current mood:  enthralled
current music: Baby got back - Sir Mixalot
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| Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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7:50 pm - "Its not getting what you want, its wanting what you've got"
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Don't u love that quote? It's so true! Yay for Sheryl Crow haha. So didn't do 2 much today. Worked and then volunteered. I've had a good day. :) Going to the Cape 2morro! Can't wait! I hope I get a tan :). I feel so white compared to everyone else. Nothing else is really new. Ashleigh and Steve are sleeping over 2nite. It's gonna be an interesting night! But I think I'm gonna go swimming. Ciao!
current mood: drained
current music: Confessions - Usher
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| Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
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6:01 pm
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So Saturday I got my proofs of my senior pictures and they came out pretty good! Then we went to the cookout which was a lot of fun. Everyone loved my pictures :) and of course they all want different ones, so its gonna be hard to choose. Saturday night me, Kristen and Craig went to Good Times! It was awesome. I did interpretive dances for them and they found them quite humorous. Kristen was like I don't know how you can do that without falling down haha. O ya and I wrote all over Craigs car windows and he wasnt very pleased with me haha. O well he laughed.
Sunday Alicia came with me to see Catwoman with Alyssa, Jill, Anna and Julianne. The movie was wicked good! Then we tryed to fix Alyssas back seat, but we did not suceed. Neither did the security guard at the mall. Me and Alicia got Wendys for dinner :) and then I slept over her house.
Monday, what did I do monday? O ya I remember. A whole lot of nothing, but it was cool. I haven't done nothing for awhile. It's nice to take a break from this crazy world and just do nothing haha.
Yesterday I had my last ortho appointment yay! Then I went over Johns and hung out with him and Chris for awhile. It was tons of fun haha. Little bunny foo foo... haha. Afterwards I came to Aunt Susans and slept over.
Today I had to work. It's soo tiring! I volunteered afterwards which wasn't bad. I never seem to get much done volunteering cause I always get in long convos, not that I'm complaining hahaha. So I'm working and volunteering again 2morro and then Friday I'm going to Cape Cod for the weekend! Wahoo! Can't wait. Then Ollie comes on Monday! It's gonna be a busy next few days. I'm mega excited! :) And someone else is coming home soon as well so I am extremely excited about that! :) Wahoo!
current mood: happy
current music: We will Rock You - Queen
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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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10:05 pm - Shake your Bon Bon
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Nothing much is really new. I worked and volunteered again on Wednesday and I worked yesterday and wanted to shoot myself. I was seriously counting the minutes. But afterwards I came home and Alicia and Craig came over for a little bit. It was awesome! Alicia got her nose pierced! It looks so cute! So we talked for awhile and then they left. Me and Kendall went to Target and Wal Mart last night. It was really fun seeing as I hadnt seen her in 2 weeks. We were driving down the road and Kendall was like ok lets look for hot guys so we did except every guy, and I mean every guy, around us was like 80 year old. I was like we're surrounded! haha.
Today I went shopping at the mall and got some really cute stuff :). It's so weird actually having money to spend. I'm soo not used to it haha. But I am not complaining. Then I came home and then went over Kristens. We watched Life or Something Like It, which was awesome and we got pizza. Then we went for a walk and she kept telling me to walk more to the right so I wouldnt get run over haha. Then we were watching Heartbreakers for a little bit, but then I had to come home.
Tomorrow I get to see my senior pictures. I really really hope they came out well, but with my luck they probably didn't cause I am completely non photogenic. And then we are going to Aunt Gales for a cookout! Yay for food!
Meanwhile I haven't been able to stop thinking about Jon. It's so weird cause I never actually thought I would really like him this much. Absense makes the heart grow fonder I guess haha. He comes home soon! I just hope he feels the same way about me as I do about him
current mood: restless
current music: Wasn't Man Enough For Me - Toni Braxton
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| Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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